What's the Trigger?

i think it's crucial for us to be able to constantly like build ourselves up at also look at those other people and truly like figure out, like, what is inspiring us about them? Like, why do we follow them in the first place? What are they doing that's making us feel that way? Is it cause they're like killing it? And like have all these amazing, like projects coming out or whatever. Ah, and i think, especially like now being like an angraham and, you know, putting myself out there all the time, and i all of that, i think as a woman, like, there are times i, admittedly, like all be scrawling through