A lot of people in these life styles absolutely need to shut off, and they don't know how to. I started drinking a little bit. You not to mean just just having a sip of no drink or whatever, but also, a lot got dumped on you. So am, no, i am saying it's understandablei do edons. Max iaio: A lot of shit i've been dealing with, and i'll finally have a chance to think about everything that's happened,. Even when i got the call, the call about s ano, the end of it, and everything, even when igot the call,everything was gone.