I didn't make all the right calls I mean there's no question about it. I could have been a better officer And you know at the end of the day the commanding officer has the right to decide who he thinks is gonna be leading his platoons and squadrons. But what I also learned was you know you're gonna have these rough times In the teams or anywhere you go, but that day I went home and I remember thinking I don't know if I got a career left here.