How to Deal With PTSD

"I was never like direct with the cartel I was just always direct with dudes that got money independent however you could go but I knew a lot of cartel dudes from different cartels," he said. "So I'm on cruise control I just have planned being the cut that's all I just want to like protect my daughter like anybody like you know saying at the end of the day that we just want to protect the ones we love and that's it." He added, "These were all like hood kids they had no money this was gonna come with like 20 pesos a month which is equal to like a dollar and I put the rest for them or I'll do you know"