i think there is something to those mind altering substances that can open you up, in a way, to different perspectives on, on our reality. My experience with syc l, i don't,. i don't really do psychadelics any more. I'm retired. But like my experiences with them, we're kind of what you're saying. It's like, don't you see? You're playing a part. And when you take mushrooms, or whatever, you take a or through meditation, you strip away all of the stuff that i would like to say, it's non essential. The thing that i love to give just as a gift is like the the awareness, like