I Don't Suck Anymore.

I'm super excited, but i'm starting to get insanely nervous. It's so much higher stakes. People we know are going to be there. I feel like, in this is now my time to prove to all these ela people that i don't suck any more. Which is teleno fresher as if you hadn't been performing and posting live shows where you'd id in no way suck. But alle doesn't know that. No, i know ella doesn't know anything. And that's the problem, is it like, it's very hone. We when this podcast started to actually get popular in a way that if that actually mattered to me, where i was just