As a little boy, I was quite taken up by the idea of being a monk. Once I prayed to God with tears in my eyes,. I cried and prayed to God, let me become a monk in this life. So now, of course, you cannot do it artificially. You have to silence the sensory system and the motor organs. Death means unable to hear, dump means unable to speak. And the five senses, not hearing, not seeing, not smelling, not tasting, not touching.