What the Fuck Am I Doing?

I know I've had those moments where it's sort of like, I'm going to go do it. And then you get there and you're like, that's just not me. Nothing taught me how superficial I was as a kid as trying to do those things as an adult. We have over like 300 people in my family. Because we like to fuck. So I'm used to growing up with chaos. Most of the childhood was in Chicago. It got to a point where you just have to come to terms with some dreams. You just missed out on them. They don't feel as good as you think they are.