Most of my caring energy had got caught up in the pretending. My heart is being held hostage by shoulds and shouldnts that came from a normal, i never agreed to it when i was a little boy learning how to be me. I didn't choose those things that she got me to pretend we're good and bad. There's a lot of therhat there still, i don't know it still here. And i wasn't allowed to be angry because i wasn't good enough to speak up and actually say, fack this on. Fackendo n ckan. En it.
In this episode Mark Feenstra guides me through his 'accompanying' process. This process, which Mark has developed after 25 years of experimentation, is something like a systems collapse aware mixture of Circling, Internal Family Systems, and Imaginal practice...but really it's totally unique (and very potent!).
Mark is offering a workshop on this approach on December 11th/12th. If you'd like to join you can click here:
https://public.3.basecamp.com/p/3domHkJiNhPctmd6zboebQhb