i felt like the weekly video structure wasn't giving me enough time to experiment and grow creatively. So i refused to get help with ting my vidios for probably two or three years. At a certain point, i decided to hire an editor, who is amazing,. And i started to getting help with editing idios. For about a year, because all i had to do was film myself once a week, send it off to my editor, and then he would edit it, and then that was it. But this eventually caused me distress as well -  my passion for youtube is less rooted in filming content, but rather in the editing of the content.