I'm Going Before He I Don't Want to Read It

I know it's so morally wrong and I would be so humiliated if anyone ever found out. He now sends me texts every day Quoting his favorite poems buying me books and underlying certain passages Even booked us a few saturday nights away in a hotel took me to museums and bookshops We have carried on like this for six months Sneaking around waiting until we're alone to be with each other. These have been the best few months of my life and I don’t want them to end It does sound like it to be honest I also feel guilty about Sarah and the kids he told me he and Sarah have been very unhappy for a while and that they hardly ever get to see