You must accept that you are no longer relatable to a lot of people. Most people would trade with you because they don't know how isolating and lonely wealth can be. If you do not fight it, you're going to end up in an imploding submarine on the bottom of the earth. There's nothing left to explore. The stakes are much lower than they had been when you remembered feeling things. It's what, would you rather be in Africa with things grown out of your neck? Would you rather be a boring, rich nothing just drifting around on this planet until it eventually eats? You do not be consumed by that feeling of emptiness go, go to the dark, not