The Process of Destruction

I needed that chaos to change my own existence and to examine my life. I needed it to get out of an unhappy marriage and start travelling and take risks, quit my job,. reinvent myself, reconstruct my programmi. And i think sometimes when you are questioning yourself, you tear down your beliefs orwnto somethimes, you don't come back from it. There's not a guarantee at the end o this. Jed is always down on the new age market place, cause it's always like, ha, you can destroy everything and figure out the nature of reality without destroying anything. Youd just come to stay where you're at. It's a highly destructive process to reconstruct