On that trip, i get back into rapy. Here's where it all changes, right? I get the call on that trip from new york state and they're like, you have qualified for financial assistance. It was like 700 dollars a week or something - which, at the time, was id so desperately foky needed money,. And then like, what was your rent? I'm just trying to crench the it was like 21 hundred buckst's like that. Well, ther be lit, seven hundrbut i hadn't paid rent in two months. There we go. Let me, let me stay on track here. So let's go to that story after