Is God's Punishing Me?

People who are deconstructing their faith and leaving their faith? What ou think that is? I questionwel maybe maybe they did. Some are inexplicable in the complexities of these things, to describe them to people. But even people who are an unbelief have had these kinds of experiences as well. They stick with youo they change you. So let me ask you some questions that probably i've been asked many, many times,. And a feel free to give a standard pat answer.