How Do I Tell the Love of My Life?

How do I tell the love of my life? My deepest secret. This one might be a long one, so please be prepared. Me and my boyfriend have been together for six months. He's brought me happiness that I've never experienced in my life before. However, I am keeping the biggest secret from him and it's eating me alive every day with guilt. Fucking hell. It was a big word. My deepest darker secret. Oh, God. What have you done? Over a year ago now, nearly two years before she even knew my boyfriend existed, I used to speak to this guy. You can call him Brian. Okay. One weekend I give in and let Brian