Working Part Time - I'm Not Really Here, I Am Deafn

i have no idea, honest honestly, hakike, i have no idea why i workand especially why the last few months i have been working so hard. I want toer the fact that i'm not really herei i am deafn i definitely have those moments when catherine will ask me a question, and then it'll be like a solid 30 seconds before i'm able to answer. Ah, man, pretty consecutively. It's been very bad. But on the other hand, like, this has been a very creatively productive time for me. And in a way, like that's the only way i can do it's theonly way i canDo it. O