I was trying really hard to be stand up when I was 21. He got signed by managers that managed only stand-ups named George Shapiro and Howard WestYeah, and I Was very lucky to realize I could not perform There's not a good performer at all,. but I could write this stuff and even friends using my material. The big thing for me was I was good enough to get a job right in TV  and I was a Just a TV freak as a kid and you know obsess obsessive about it But one of the reasons I write about this constantly is I got very lucky that Gary David Goldberg who passed away Way too young a brain cancer.