Is There Something Beyond What I Understand?

The terms are just so ambiguous, it allow ople the ability to be amorphis in whatever theycan or believe in, or say they believe in. And spirituality in particular has always been problematic for me, because i i go through phases round mi, i feel spiritualy. I feel like there's something beyond what i understand and know about. Ye, obviously there is. My my grandmother, she's a hard line atheist. She's always, you know, card carrying, like real hard core a. Whenever you bring up certain things like that, even as a kid, she would confront you and be like, what do you mean, spiritual? What do you mean? And