I'm Suicidal and I've Never Thought About It Before

I was a business major but the hand of the Lord was just on me. I came pretty broken sexually to the Lord which we talked openly about. And what I didn't realize is that there was some areas in my life that hadn't been liberated yet specifically around shame and guilt. In this season I really became depressed clinically. My depression was marked by anxiety and panic attacks. He diagnosed me as obsessive compulsive. It was an imbalance chemically. And I began to become suicidal.