Why Simone Vay Suffered in the Spanish Civil War

Simone Vay fought in the Spanish Civil War. She was scalded when she stepped into a vat of boiling oil and had to be sent back home. The unit that she was fighting with was slaughtered in a battle shortly after her return. "I have the right to sacrifice myself for a cause, don't I? This is the kind of person Simone Vay was"