Is There a Consciousness?

I like the distinction that comes up in buddhism between absolute and relative reality. Ye. That's very liberating to me, in the sense that i am so hypnotized by relative reality in the most and it's terror it's terrifying m when you realize that you have become sort of, i ont o, stuck on kind of planet that doesn't really exist. You're in this gravity field of something e why are we in this situation in the first place? Do you have any explanation for what got us here? Well, you know, that's complex, you know. But let me give it a try.