Why I Was Spared When Others Were Not

The detective on my case thinks amber probably won't be caught for a long time. And even if she is, she'll go the way of silence too. If and when she is caught, i hope i can get a few minutes alone with not because i wish her any harm. I'd like to think it's because we'd made some type of connection on an emotional level. Then again, that's probably just my romantic side thinking out aloud. It probably just wasn't my time.