The Heaviness of Life

"I observe people that are happy and satisfied and I look at what they have and I work like hell to get what they have only I don't feel the way they felt having it," he says. "If I really was doing time at least my insides would match my outsides there'd be a funny kind of sad rightness about that but you put me out in the streetsYou put me out where everybody seems to be happy and I don't know why they're happy" He goes on to describe his struggles with depression, addiction and self-loathing.