How to Catch Hold of the Deeply Soul Satisfying Moments When I Remember and Think of Jesus

Is there a way that I can put myself in a position to catch hold of the deeply soul satisfying moments where I remember and think of Jesus of Nazareth? "I'm not gonna love you because of the experience you've given me right but because then we love the experience and not him right yeah" he's just he's just a means to get some kind of positive experienceYeah rather than the end in and of itself.