How to Manage the Feeling of Wanting to Kill Yourself?

Ifi had no idea that it was, ya going to ever be that way. I literally, i mean, it's a lot of deep personalization. You'r like, ok, ok, adam ye ive literallyspit my ave, like men, likking rope to me every day. Was, again, i'm not saying any of this is excusable, and, like that part is unlike, ha, how funny.