Dating Guys Who Don't Make Me Feel Happy I'm Like I Will Pay You'll Find It No I'll Pick

I was just walking through life feeling very confused and disoriented and just honestly crazy but just like dating guys who maybe on paper societally or like really acceptable or like they're super super hot. I would almost rather be in a more vapid kind of partnership and just have someone next to me every night then like you're saying you love the real deep connection that scares the shit out of me. But I think it's good to know that about yourself. Whereas you might avoid that kind of vulnerability at first. yeah well I need to learn something I'm like the opposite I feel like I will pay you'll find it no I'll pick this one.