How to Survive a Death of Dignity?

How do you make it the next day if you're rooting for some one to survive over and over and over again? You know? I mean, how do you get back to work again? Like that was something that we show in scrubs. And y my special, part of my specialty, i specialize in diease of sudden death. And so i have many of my patients who die suddenly,. like len bias, those ost ip aes. How do you process all o this? Close your eyes, go to sleep, wake up and say, oka, i'm going to go and receive all this energy again. That is such a good point on all it can't be