What Do You Do When You're a Kid?

I was obsessed with understanding why people thought the way they did, what drove people to commit s or to be violent. And i, i was very fascinated was understanding that aspect of human nature better. But it wasn't ever like, stupreal killers or things like that. A but y definately interested and in a kind of darkness of human nature. What do you do to um, stay straight? In terms olet your mind stray, keeping things together, keeping cause we talked about that in the beginning, how you're sort of even killed your you know, you try not to get too upset.