Why Am I Doing This Really?

We are all masters at self deception. We get emotionally engaged with something in the future, and then we tell our brains, hey, go find some justification. This is a very import question. Why am i doing this? Really not what is the justification i've come up with? Not what of the three reasons i gave my husband or my wife or not? What is it i came up with in the car driving home to tell our kids why we're going to have to move again,. But really, why am i doingthis really? And i that causes us to pause in the moment, pull ourselves out of our future orientation and not simply look ahead, but look around.