"It was nice that it didn't then derail intellect. Forty five minutes of joe just yoing, like, what? You stupid," he says. "If you can find that happy medion where you're happy enough to get out of bed every day and not be fuck ind killing yourself ... It's a problem if you're 20 years old and you wre 30 million dollars, and you've a treatment team, and you're speaking tlika."