What Did It Do for Your Study of Truth?

Up until that time, my love of truth had been something that i an explored in private in my bedroom. And late in the evening, when i wasn't at work,. When i wasn't doing anything else. It was a private interior, a exploration. Of course, it carried on during my day, but it was something inner, private, inner. I think this, this rem and of course, my my interest in beauty was to do with my work in the world, objects, materials, activities. That's what it did for your rt. What did it do for your study of truth? Did it bring something to that, or open that up in a similar way that