Is There Meaning Behind Initiation?

i was taking this class on warriorship and studying a qito and just a some chambala text. i thought about that and said, that experience that really dragged me through the trenches like that, was testing me on a lot of different fronts. psychodalic in some ways, really do trigger that big plosion that kicks things off in unknown directions. I think that's why groff calls one of his books the adventures of self discovery. This is really a massive project to help you understand who you are, why you're here, what you're supposed to be doing,. And ye what do we do? What how do relate to that? Should we start a ramd