How to Model the Psychedelic Emistical Experience

Once I got pregnant my life transformed and I can say that I hadn't done any kind of drugs psychedelic drug for 25 years or something. What I started to do was to create I was trying to model the psychedelic Emistical experience so that I could pick it apart and then play with the pieces and put it together and share it right and just do really trippy cool trances. It's very simple if someone has already had a previous experience be it mystical a moment of deep reflection and meditation or Someone who had you know some some other aha transformational trip. That is one of the key features in all the psychedelic research that makes it transformational for people where someone could be a Drug