Is There a Relationship That You Don't Want?

i wonder if you've eternalized some of that messaging that you don't get to have, and so you don't try to have. We have this saying, follow your envy. It tells you what you want. And sometimes we don't like to acknowledge our envy because we feel like it makes us small or petty. But actually it helps us to get in touch with our desires. So when you ere young and you wanted what your brother had in some way, even though it was tis functional in a different way, there was some element of it that you wanted. My brother seemed to have a healthy relationship with my mother. What he had was her love in a way that