I'm Not Seeing a Lot of People Since March, but I Know That's OK

Sometimes venting on this padcast and speaking to ye about what's bothering me or what's on my mind, is very catartic for me. I want to talk about wakin up first thing in the morning, like litterally. Your eyes open, and there's always that many second of calm, and then you feel like shit,. You feel frightened, or you feel insecure, or you just feel sure about being awake. And i want to talks about accepting that feeling, acknowledging it, and why it's all care especially now.