i'm wondering how you got out of it, and what helped. I just feel like we weren't even where we are now. It wasn't taboo in my family to talk about it. My brother had been dealing with i am, and this is all afthere. So i don't mind talking about it again. Such a lovely, amazing, favorite person in my life. But he, he attempted suicide in eighth grade. Men like, had been to thea psyce ward at rush hos. Ye, you're it your brother's experience, while you never would have wished for it, ended up sort of opening doors that helped you. That's why you put it sod