How Did You Mourn?

For me, the experience was, i shut down all my emotions cause it wasn't safe in a house like that. I've been resisting being alone. And like relationships, i've felt a lot of fear ind and i don't think i'm resisting it like, i'll go drink or ill,. Like try to distract myself, or just like letting em be. And if it has to pass sooner or later, but i think it would be more peaceful anned to the original question, your sayng, if the emotions were fluid? Yes, yes. When you're fully loving your anger, and it has freedom moving through you, then it's the anger's more like a g