Every book i write is a book i want to write. I just haven't written the books that i also want to write, that they don't want to publish. The thing s thers wide awake. Youhave, yu have to say a few things to make sure that if th when they read it, they believe it,. Or you oll consider your heretic, or they usor they won't. It's one of my few, you know, cynical things with publishing in the christian world: They manipulate like any marketer selling a product.