The Mindfulness of Being Present Is Not a Permanent Solution to Cynicism

Nicha says mindfulness is a temporary solution to ultimately a not temporary problem. He doesn't want to temporarily suspend the experience of the pain of the past, or the pain of experience and desire. Instead he wants to find a way to fuel it for something wilful, creative. The wish here is to have less self consciousness, at least sometimes, right? Never you mind on where you are, what you are doing.