Why Do I Struggle to Make Numbers Go Up?

At what point does one break free from the reasons to make number go up? Actually just bulshet reasons? Because right now i've, i've got some reasons in my mind to make numbers go up. One of tho reasons is security, like, financial security. But then there's a third reason that feels like an inherent good almost. Of course you want your business to be growing. Ofcourse you was to be going up. And so ike, when when i start naming those things, it starts to sort of, you know, the emperor styles to have no clothes.