Are You Motivated?

I hear so much about I'm just not motivated. I just need to push myself together. How do you do that? Like, what is that? And just playing in that sphere of like everybody talk like it's the doing part of the process because you're always doing it. But people don't think they're doing I'm like, why. My brain is dying right now. So there wasn't a tit a trick a heck. I was like, I don't really want to do any of this at the moment. That's that that requires my brain. The question is actually still on the canvas which I alluded to with the thing off in rush. Was it 2017 or 2018