What Is the Right Thing to Do?

There's no decision that's wrong in the full fullness. The thing to do, what makes you feel best is to feel love. That is the thing that feels best. All other feelings that we might enjoy are just attempts to make up for and patch up a lack of love but it doesn't work. You have to why you need more and more. That's why you dig your own grave. So like this feels like a moment of suspension. But if guilt can be made transparent by awareness of the love that is expressed first to the self through forgiveness and then outward to all. And that's happening and that will continue to happen and everybody will be saved even if they fall through