Scott, you need to dpersonalize this process of finding a job. Right now, your value as a human being is tied to a particular job,. Does that make ense? Your value as a person tat is determined by whether you get the job or you don't get the job. As you apply for more jobs in a shorter period of time, you become uncoupled from the job process. So practically, i think it'll be better for you to apply to more jobs faster.