The Importance of Laughing

On Monday, my mom is cremated and then by Tuesday I'm back in the studio playing with my band. And then a couple of songs after we started rehearsing, I started feeling these things bubble in my throat and it's changing my voice. But we just keep playing because we're men and we're rock stars. Nothing is never wrong. After four songs I feel like all this pain on my chest and on my back and this bubble in my throats changes my voice. The drummer takes me to the hospital where I find out that I'm having an emphysema. Later that day my girlfriend comes to the hospital and I just write on the note pad, I need you