How Do You Know You Have Anger in You?

It's been a long time since you've fallen in love. How does it feel to be someone who is incapable of doing what you are capable of? Feels very weak. It feels like i have anger in me somewhere. Even though i don't, i can't feel a lot of anger. What do you wish you were? This got sound like some philosophical bushes, but they enter met that i kno, that i am.