Are You Trying to Be Selfless in Someway?

i think it's a feeling of disssociating is a strong word, but i had a our chat with victoria the other day just because i am separated from her at the moment. I'm in a different state, and a'm working on this, you know, project that's incredible, but just very, um, e stabilizing, you know. And there's nothing like a hotel room for telling you that you are a not living in a normal life. But now i think i can just tell when i, i'm drifting away from reality, when i start, i start dreading. Or i think you can hear it when you say certain sentences, right? You