Dating - It's Hard, Am?

I've been single for, like, eg, nine years a and on and off dating aps that whole time. Heavent haven't dated people for like, a few months here and there, but it's never worked out. And now this last year when i sort of like narrowed it down, it's been a lot easier for me. Ah, but it’s exhausting. I mean, my feeling was never so i never got hethe healthy part, like i, you know, fell in love with aron and we got married,. That is when i'm like, this is worth enough for me that i hav to try to deal with all my bull ship