Is There an Ego?

I'm a private little son of the nine, but we sleep really hyper again. So look at you and your small experience of yourself just over identify, get over yourself. Right? To have that, to have that revelation of like, my ego is around not having one was like so painful to look at and like, Oh, fuck, this is, I'm doing this completely wrong. You know, so it's almost that I don't see it as valid. And of course, again, being nine already being double attachment, I feel like quadruple attached because I also have six and three and social in a way augments it. Yeah, I guess it like even more of