How Do I Live the Life You've Called Me to Live?

M, i married late later em, and just have lost multiple pregnancies. Now we are forty one and forty five dand we're at the point now wer were like, ok, we're not having children. And so em, yes, just having to deal with, ok, what dol we do with this staff in our hands? Um, this doesn't feel pleasant. Am, i read the book slowly over the last week, and i would have wanted to ask you to talk about the what's in your hand question if that hadn't been a week ago when i read it.